09 November 2010

Kinda bored right now.

Just sitting here in class, helping my friends with their homework and surfing the web.

I don't have my computer here with me in Omaha, I left it back in California in my rush to move here for school. How I miss my hunk of plastic and wires. Sadly enough, I feel horribly disconnected without it. No gaming, no blogging on a regular basis. All my Internet activity is based on what I can do when I'm at school. I can only access Facebook from my phone, which kinda sucks. No stupid Facebook games to eat up time.

Leaves me far too much time to think, which is a bad thing, no doubt.

At least this week that is brought to a slight minimum, as I still have a ton of math homework to catch up on in the next week and a half. I have to pass that damn class with at least a B so it doesn't bring down my GPA, and because I refuse to take it again.

Wish me luck, be back soon...
So I've decided to do this again.

Starting over.

Well...starting over...sort of?? I used to maintain my blog pretty faithfully, but over the last year or so I neglected it badly. To be honest, I didn't really have a whole lot that needed to be said.

Well, that has changed.

I guess it technically never really did, but as I was pretty happy with my life, blogging was something that just fell to the wayside.

Now that I'm not particularly happy...well, not at all really, I need to have this outlet again.

It's not that I'm outright miserable or anything, but definitely not happy.

I have school to occupy my time, plus work, but I do miss my writing, and I feel this is the perfect time to get back to it. Maybe it will help me get back a sense of myself. At the very least, I have my place to rant again. While it hurts somewhat to see some of what I wrote in the past, it's part of who I am, and keeps true to why I started writing in the first place.

I need to attempt to get at least a bit of myself back. Most of it is gone forever, but at least I still have my sense of humor. I'm still awesome at making people smile. Kinda like a clown, but far less obnoxious. Making other people happy makes me not hurt as much.

Odd, isn't it?