14 November 2012

A new day..

...with nothing new actually going on.

Got some stuff accomplished today though, which was good.  Just finishing up my laundry while I load all my music into my laptop. I have a TON of fucking music, so it is a very time consuming process to rip all my music off CD's onto the computer. Not difficult, literally just time consuming.

While this is going on, I'm also working on homework, dinner and room organization.  On my next day off, which is Thursday, I have to speak to the higher authorities (school peoples) about switching majors. Gotta get that done before I get any farther into this program.  We'll see what they say. Then I have to mail off my W-2 to the nice lady at H & R Block in Omaha who fixed an IRS screw up for me when she filed my taxes this year. I didn't have the W-2 available when she did it, which sucks, but now that I have it, once they send the paperwork in, that's almost $600 the government owes me that I will really be able to use when it gets here.

It will be outstanding, especially since it will get here about the time I'm getting my refund for next year.

Paying shit off will be awesome.

I plan on doing some more work on this later tonight in the midst of all my other multi-tasking, adding pics, music and such.  Also gotta see if I can salvage the videos I made at the 5FDP show back in May.

So much to do, good thing I barely sleep!! ;)

Cheers!

13 November 2012

Back to basics...

Well, though I used this title on the 'new' blog I just shut down, I'm using it again here, a) because I can and b) because it's appropriate.

You will obviously see what I started out with, notice all the space where I did nothing but talk about how I was starting to write again and now round 3, where I actually am writing again.  I started the new blog because I was trying to hide and thought by making a new page it would fix things.

It didn't (I know, duh, right?).

It's okay though, I always figure these things out eventually.  Now I'm back, balls to the fucking wall and not giving a fuck.

That's just me. It has to be because the VERY few times in life I tried to care, it just ended up fucking up my life more.

Life is too short, I don't have time for the bullshit.

Living life for me and me alone, don't give a damn who likes it or not. Luckily, I have the world's greatest friends, at least a few good family members left, the most awesome BFFF in the world and all these people make the best support system imaginable.

So I decided to come back to where it all started. To my original blog, which shows the different stages and emotions an ordinary girl from everywhere and nowhere has been through over the last five years.

The next phase starts with me switching majors in school and beginning a new world of possibilities for myself.  A world where I won't have to edit my behavior and who I am like I was expected to do going into the field of criminal justice.  Past wrongs that were done to me should not be able to keep me from doing what I can to help people, but it seems that once again my past is rearing its ugly head and fucking things up for me.

So I now do what I always do.

Suck it up, change direction and move the fuck on.

Welcome to the ride, buckle up motherfuckers!

Cheers! >:-)