Fuck sakes....

So went to the hospital, knee is just not cooperating.  She proceeds to tell me I need to go see the specialist, the orthopedist, because it is apparent from her examination that my knee is shot. So until I get to go see this specialist, I'm to stay off my feet as much as possible. To aid in this endeavor, I have an immobilizer, one of these leg contraptions that runs from hip to ankle. Like an old friend I could have gone without seeing ever again.  Also a good thing I held on to both sets of crutches, as I need them again...I knew I would eventually.

No work today due to this development.  To be quite honest, I kinda wish I had gone. I'm bored out of my fucking mind, because even though I can game, do homework and write in peace, I know I should be there. Even though my boss made sure my shift was covered last night, because he saw what working yesterday did to me.  Now just have to decide whether or not I'm going back Wednesday, or if I'm gonna take that off too and go back Friday.

Decisions, decisions.

Watching Venture Bros. again, probably gonna game for a little while. Haven't started yet because I'm still deciding what character I'm gonna work on tonight. I have 5 so far, 4 of which I'm putting serious time into, one which is close to level cap.  Also considering switching my main to a different profession, but undecided as of yet. Some people would be wondering what the shit I'm talking about right now, but just as many totally understand.  That's all that matters. About as much as the fact you are likely reading babble and nonsense from someone you don't really know.  I imagine since I have been following several bloggers for many years now, it's the same idea.

Sometimes other people's lives are just as interesting (or not) as yours.  It's either that or inherent need to be nosy in other people's business. XD

Meh, need to find something else to do, probably be back later.  I've got a lot of hours to pass between now and Wednesday!!

Cheers! :)

So damn busy all the time!!!

Why does it seem like I haven't gotten anything done then??

Maybe because the stuff I really want to work on is always getting set aside for a later date.  Like writing here.  Or maintaining my wrestling fan page.  Or just relaxing without thinking about the dozens of things that always need to be done, like work, school/homework, cleaning, shopping, blah blah fucking blah...

Oh well, resting and sleep is for dead people, and I'm not one of them yet.

Currently waiting for my tax return money to come in so I can get some bills paid off and then I will be able to relax slightly.

Trip to the hospital tomorrow, as my knee has decided that it no longer wants to cooperate.  It no longer allows me the ability to walk up and down my stairs like a normal person, instead causing me to hop down the stairs on my good leg, or literally dragging myself up the stairs because I can't push pressure on my knee on the way back up. Talk about fucking lame.  I guess all these years of avoiding knee surgery is finally kicking me in the ass, looks like my time is up for that one.  If that's the case, then I have to figure out how to get my days rearranged at work, because I can't afford the time off, and I guarantee I will be back at work long before I should be.

Yeah, I'm mental, but whatever.

Unfortunate but true....only money makes the world go 'round, especially for those of us who work for minimum wage and need every hour we can get.  Better than no job, that's for fucking sure.

Besides, I plan on taking at least a short summer vacation, maybe as early as May, so I need to work as much as possible. I am NOT missing summer concert season this year dammit!!

Back to watching the Venture Bros., trying to relax the leg before my nap. Then up and to the doctor...updates to follow.

Cheers! :)

Been home for about 30 minutes now, and after sitting here basically staring at the wall due to being so exhausted, I have to decide if I want to game a little before bed or if I'm just gonna crash. After a VERY long weekend of work and finishing up my first class of the quarter, I just need to rest. I have another class I have to start work on, but that is going to have to wait until Tuesday.

Hope my tax return gets here as fast as it did last year.  Stuff to buy and all.  Need to finish designing my tattoo, then actually find someone capable of pulling it off.  Have an idea of where I want to go to have it done, but it's going to take some interstate travel, so it may have to wait until summer.  I'm okay with that, then I can actually where short sleeves and show the damn thing off!!

Gotta make an appointment with the school this week so I can talk to a counselor about changing programs. No more procrastinating.

More writing tomorrow, when I'm not zoning out.

Off to my coma...