Can you believe it??
I actually got shit done!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
I got my music posted, my 80's playlist I put together after watching "Romy and Michele's High School Reunion" for like the billionth damn time. What can I say, I think that movie is hilarious, I love it. Not that I would go to my high school reunion, zero interest in that. The few people I was friends with in high school...well, I am still friends/in contact with them.
I transferred what was left of my original blog to this one. THANK YOU Blogger for giving me the option of export/import, something that wasn't there when I did my first transfer of posts. *sigh*. It's okay though, instead of taking a month this time, it took like 5 minutes. A bit of editing needs to be done, but only because some of the videos I posted in the past are no longer there, but I either found new links or replaced the videos, have not deleted anything else, and don't intend to.
I've spent the last few hours reading a lot of my past writings, and I must say, it has very much inspired me to really start at this again. So more editing and adding tomorrow, I must try to nap, have work in the morning. As I have had a job change since I originally started writing, I should probably point out the fact I'm no longer at the P.H., now I work at the "clown house", a.k.a., McDonald's. Friday...Filet-o-Fish Friday to be precise. The day people come in and order $1.29 fish sandwiches, $1.00 McChickens, and an assload of Chicken McNuggets. Lots of people (in Garden Grove at the very least) are under the impression the fact they are not eating meat on Fridays is going to save them from hell.
Don't YOU wish it was that easy? ;)
12 March 2010
11 March 2010
Ooooohhh, it's been a long couple of days already. I'm fucking tired.
Can't go to sleep yet though, or it will throw my sleep schedule completely off, considering its something I rarely do to begin with. Besides, it's not like there isn't plenty to keep me busy. Writing this for example. Like anyone but me cares. ;) I will be adding music in a couple of hours, as well as FINALLY transferring my old blog over to this one. The second and the last time I will be doing that. Just to prove that I really used to do this on a fairly regular basis. There are some posts that have gone bye-bye, but it's not like those posts are any great loss. The ones that I actually liked are still around. Keep in mind, I'm not one for editing myself, but in certain cases, it was just a necessity. I won't be doing that here though. If I wrote it, its because thats what I was feeling at that moment, right or wrong.
My blog...live with it. :)
Can't go to sleep yet though, or it will throw my sleep schedule completely off, considering its something I rarely do to begin with. Besides, it's not like there isn't plenty to keep me busy. Writing this for example. Like anyone but me cares. ;) I will be adding music in a couple of hours, as well as FINALLY transferring my old blog over to this one. The second and the last time I will be doing that. Just to prove that I really used to do this on a fairly regular basis. There are some posts that have gone bye-bye, but it's not like those posts are any great loss. The ones that I actually liked are still around. Keep in mind, I'm not one for editing myself, but in certain cases, it was just a necessity. I won't be doing that here though. If I wrote it, its because thats what I was feeling at that moment, right or wrong.
My blog...live with it. :)
09 March 2010
So busy lately.
Not complaining, it's actually a good thing.
Busy means time goes by faster, things you are looking forward to are finally coming around, things like that. Trip for next month is all set, appointment set for school, appointments set to view apartments, etc. Hopefully check out a few places of employment while I'm there as well. Then another trip in May, for my sister's wedding, then back home to work for a couple months straight so I can move away from here finally. Moving will happen even if school does not. I've decided if I can't afford school quite yet, then my last option will again become my first (yay to me, most of my friends will NOT be pleased), and I'm more than okay with that. All I know is I will not continue to work like as hard as I do, for basically nothing. I have a future planned, and it won't come to fruition if I continue to work the places I usually do.
Tired of my friends telling me "you are too smart to be working at that shithole..".
You think I don't know that for fucks' sake?
I'm working on it, alright?
Not complaining, it's actually a good thing.
Busy means time goes by faster, things you are looking forward to are finally coming around, things like that. Trip for next month is all set, appointment set for school, appointments set to view apartments, etc. Hopefully check out a few places of employment while I'm there as well. Then another trip in May, for my sister's wedding, then back home to work for a couple months straight so I can move away from here finally. Moving will happen even if school does not. I've decided if I can't afford school quite yet, then my last option will again become my first (yay to me, most of my friends will NOT be pleased), and I'm more than okay with that. All I know is I will not continue to work like as hard as I do, for basically nothing. I have a future planned, and it won't come to fruition if I continue to work the places I usually do.
Tired of my friends telling me "you are too smart to be working at that shithole..".
You think I don't know that for fucks' sake?
I'm working on it, alright?
05 March 2010
04 March 2010
Damn I feel like a lazy bum.
Not in general, just in the upkeep of this blog. I used to be really great about it originally, but since I had a psycho stalker for a while, and had to shut my first blog down, restart, move things, etc....
Well, suffice it to say I've been a bit lacking in keeping up as well as I'd like. *sigh*
I'm sooooo tired right now. Lots of working lately (yet still not quite enough, sadly) and preparations for traveling, moving, school.......
It'll all be worth it in the end. ;)
Preparing to wander into my new life, which will make me *M.I.A* for at least the first couple of years....
I'm actually very excited. ^^
Well, off to an early bed time once again, preparing for the hell that is my life at the moment, Filet-O-Fish Friday at McD's. People are funny.
In my opinion, God's last concern in your life practice is whether you eat meat on a Friday between Lent and Easter. Shoving FoF, chicken nuggets and chicken sandwiches does not guarantee your salvation. Just like an hour of church on Sunday will not make up for 6 days and 23 hours a week of bad behavior.
Is it really that difficult to just TRY to be a good person?
Apparently it is, or I wouldn't be making 200 fish sandwiches an hour on Fridays. XD
10 January 2010
9 days in to the new year, and I'm so busy with a multitude of crap, I don't even have any time for myself right now. Part of the reason I'm so busy is because I'm trying to prepare for my vacation in a few months, which as previously stated, includes a wedding. I'm also *actually* searching for a new place to live, the longer I stay here in California, in this house...
...the stronger the feeling it is making me more than slightly insane.
Never in a million years did I think this place I once loved so much would become the bane of my existence.
It has.
I want my life back.
The life when I was away from the people who are *technically* my family. The people I went out of my way to avoid for the most part over the span of a decade and a half. The people who are a blatant reminder of the fact that blood is NOT always the tie that binds. The life I had when I answered to no one but myself. When every decision I made was based on MY life, and MY future, when I was responsible for no one but myself.
I've spent a great deal of my life taking care of most others around me. Most of it was a loving necessity, something I would do over time and time again, no matter how many chances I was given to do differently. Taking care of the person I am now...let's just suffice it to say, if I knew how to say no, I wouldn't have spent the last 3 years wanting to hurl myself into oncoming traffic most of the time. Nothing like taking care of someone who has spent a lifetime NOT taking care of you. Someone who spends all their time blaming others for their *inability* to take care of themselves.
Just a side note...condoms are not expensive. If you aren't willing to put any effort into the consequences of your actions, you should seriously consider the investment. It's a lot cheaper than the financial/emotional care a child needs, then you won't have to use the fact that you have too many children with too many different women, and you don't want to work because you won't have any money left over for yourself.
I didn't ask to be born, neither did my brothers and sisters. Mom and dad sure did a bang up job of spreading it around, making me the oldest of 10 brothers and sisters, 7 of which are half, 1 adopted.
Nice, eh?
Everything happens for a reason. Good or bad, we all have to deal with it the best we can. I contend with it by keeping mostly to myself, by building a family of my own that consists of my closest friends, picked very discriminately by yours truly. By spending time with a boyfriend who I adore to pieces, and who I know actually loves me back. By surrounding myself with only those who do what they can (when I let them) to bring me up, and keep me there.
I have a friend who once referred to me as a *free spirit*. At the time I kinda laughed it off, but thinking about that in the years since she said it, I've come to realize how true that really is. My brain does not run on the same track as the rest of the world, and I can say I am very glad about that fact. If I have nothing else in the world, I know that I have one thing going for myself, something those I let get close to me have taken note of, something I remind them of when they seem slightly in awe at the way I think about life in general. This is what I tell them, and I have yet to have anyone disagree...
"You'll never meet another person in the world who is like me...not one."
...the stronger the feeling it is making me more than slightly insane.
Never in a million years did I think this place I once loved so much would become the bane of my existence.
It has.
I want my life back.
The life when I was away from the people who are *technically* my family. The people I went out of my way to avoid for the most part over the span of a decade and a half. The people who are a blatant reminder of the fact that blood is NOT always the tie that binds. The life I had when I answered to no one but myself. When every decision I made was based on MY life, and MY future, when I was responsible for no one but myself.
I've spent a great deal of my life taking care of most others around me. Most of it was a loving necessity, something I would do over time and time again, no matter how many chances I was given to do differently. Taking care of the person I am now...let's just suffice it to say, if I knew how to say no, I wouldn't have spent the last 3 years wanting to hurl myself into oncoming traffic most of the time. Nothing like taking care of someone who has spent a lifetime NOT taking care of you. Someone who spends all their time blaming others for their *inability* to take care of themselves.
Just a side note...condoms are not expensive. If you aren't willing to put any effort into the consequences of your actions, you should seriously consider the investment. It's a lot cheaper than the financial/emotional care a child needs, then you won't have to use the fact that you have too many children with too many different women, and you don't want to work because you won't have any money left over for yourself.
I didn't ask to be born, neither did my brothers and sisters. Mom and dad sure did a bang up job of spreading it around, making me the oldest of 10 brothers and sisters, 7 of which are half, 1 adopted.
Nice, eh?
Everything happens for a reason. Good or bad, we all have to deal with it the best we can. I contend with it by keeping mostly to myself, by building a family of my own that consists of my closest friends, picked very discriminately by yours truly. By spending time with a boyfriend who I adore to pieces, and who I know actually loves me back. By surrounding myself with only those who do what they can (when I let them) to bring me up, and keep me there.
I have a friend who once referred to me as a *free spirit*. At the time I kinda laughed it off, but thinking about that in the years since she said it, I've come to realize how true that really is. My brain does not run on the same track as the rest of the world, and I can say I am very glad about that fact. If I have nothing else in the world, I know that I have one thing going for myself, something those I let get close to me have taken note of, something I remind them of when they seem slightly in awe at the way I think about life in general. This is what I tell them, and I have yet to have anyone disagree...
"You'll never meet another person in the world who is like me...not one."
29 December 2009
Ah, another day gone, not a whole lot to show for it.
I really need to get back to school and get my business up and running. The customer service thing isn't really doing it for me anymore.
Mouth hurts like hell right now. Wish that bastard was around so I could hit him back.
I really need to sit down and make a list of all I need to get taken care of. As I mentioned, there is a lot to get settled this first few months of the new year, and if I don't make a list, half of it likely won't get done. The more organized I am, the better. It always starts with a good list. :)
Gonna try and get some pictures of a couple of the good Xmas light setups before the neighbors take them down, I won't be here next year for it.
I'll be adding music to the page soon, just gotta set up a new play list. Things will constantly be added from here on out, maybe it will make it more interesting, maybe it won't. It will give me something to do though.
I really need to get back to school and get my business up and running. The customer service thing isn't really doing it for me anymore.
Mouth hurts like hell right now. Wish that bastard was around so I could hit him back.
I really need to sit down and make a list of all I need to get taken care of. As I mentioned, there is a lot to get settled this first few months of the new year, and if I don't make a list, half of it likely won't get done. The more organized I am, the better. It always starts with a good list. :)
Gonna try and get some pictures of a couple of the good Xmas light setups before the neighbors take them down, I won't be here next year for it.
I'll be adding music to the page soon, just gotta set up a new play list. Things will constantly be added from here on out, maybe it will make it more interesting, maybe it won't. It will give me something to do though.
28 December 2009
Are the holidays required to be happy?
It's finally over, and I couldn't be happier!!!
Fuck Christmas >:)
I know that's its a special holiday for so many, and for those who do truly love it, I hope you had a fantastic holiday.
For me, it's just another stress in my life that I don't need.
Now to prepare for the new year. Another day full of false promises we make to ourselves, promises rarely kept. Do you really need a specific day of the year to start fresh, and try to improve whatever part of your life required said promise?
I think not.
I've started my path for improvement early this year. Think it will not work as well because I didn't wait until the "New Year"? I'll have to let you know that one later.
I have a lot of things to take care of in the first half of the new year, it's fairly ridiculous to be honest.
Dentist appointments galore, due to a Christmas Day incident (fucking shocker, eh?) which left me with one less tooth and 12 stitches in my mouth. Special, wish I played hockey even more now.
My baby sister Heather's wedding in Washington in May, vacation #1 with my boyfriend shortly thereafter. So a couple of awesome things to look forward to early next year.
Working on a business venture with my best friend/bro Dan, which could work out very well for the both of us, since we would FINALLY be doing what we love for a job. As not to jinx it, I will fill you in on details as they become more available.
I will also be working full time on this blog again. Yeah yeah, I know I've said that a few times before, but I really had not a lot of reason to do so before, but as this blog will also be tied in to my business, I need to keep on it from now on.
Here's to all those I love having a great New Year's.
Cheers :)
Fuck Christmas >:)
I know that's its a special holiday for so many, and for those who do truly love it, I hope you had a fantastic holiday.
For me, it's just another stress in my life that I don't need.
Now to prepare for the new year. Another day full of false promises we make to ourselves, promises rarely kept. Do you really need a specific day of the year to start fresh, and try to improve whatever part of your life required said promise?
I think not.
I've started my path for improvement early this year. Think it will not work as well because I didn't wait until the "New Year"? I'll have to let you know that one later.
I have a lot of things to take care of in the first half of the new year, it's fairly ridiculous to be honest.
Dentist appointments galore, due to a Christmas Day incident (fucking shocker, eh?) which left me with one less tooth and 12 stitches in my mouth. Special, wish I played hockey even more now.
My baby sister Heather's wedding in Washington in May, vacation #1 with my boyfriend shortly thereafter. So a couple of awesome things to look forward to early next year.
Working on a business venture with my best friend/bro Dan, which could work out very well for the both of us, since we would FINALLY be doing what we love for a job. As not to jinx it, I will fill you in on details as they become more available.
I will also be working full time on this blog again. Yeah yeah, I know I've said that a few times before, but I really had not a lot of reason to do so before, but as this blog will also be tied in to my business, I need to keep on it from now on.
Here's to all those I love having a great New Year's.
Cheers :)
28 November 2009
For my baby...
Days are not to be wasted. You never know when your last one will be, and I don't want to lose any with you.
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